There goes my Writing hopes i guess...

That previous article was like my first opportunity to write for a magazine, albeit a children's one. Still, it was an opportunity, but again as usual, I BLEW IT.
Well I guess life's like that, when you're dressed and about to go out, it starts raining.

Sweet, sweet life.

Of course, something like that ain't gonna bring me down. I've been through alot more hell than i'd like. In the end, the rain will stop and LO - a Rainbow appears! I'm sure G-d has a plan for me, thats why i failed so many interviews and lost the writing opportunity. It really was a good article right? There are elements of geography, an introduction to the animal kingdom, suspense... I mean what's not to love about it? Sure it's a little crude, but hey the kids would love it for its sense of humor! The magazine will SELL!

But of course, like Robert T. Kiyosaki said, some people miss the difference between a best-selling author and a best-writing one. It's just not the same. There are MANY people who can write brilliantly like it's second nature to them, but who are those who knows what their audience wants? How many even know who they're writing for? Not many i should say...

I'm going into a big venture of my own. Big cause' i'm putting more than half of my life's savings in. I've been reading Robert Kiyosaki, and I'd say the man really inspired me to walk the less-trodden path! It really does makes so much sense! Anyone can get out of the rat race, but who is brave enough to step out of the wheel?

I've had several hamsters who escaped my cage. Some were really successful, i couldn't hunt them down. They really pulled a fast one on me, and escaped into the vast unknown. They may not have survived (there are lots of stray cats outside) but they did what they wanted and maybe even died without regrets.

And that's what living is about isn't it? The day i die, i'm gonna look back, and say, HELL I'VE REALLY LIVED.

I'm gonna live like it's heaven on earth.

The Scarlet Knight, over and out.